I still like the balding football coach and most mad scientists

Remember when you were a kid, and you had all these dreams about things you would do do, people you would meet, the popstar you wanted to marry. I had those, and some of them were crazy. It didn't fit in anywhere in my life, but somehow, inside my head it was logical, possible and will absolutely come true... if only things work out the way they should.

20 years later, I still have them.

Only these days, I dream about about I want to fall in love with. Mostly about people I want to fall in love with, and the things I'll do with these people that I'm in love with, and they who are desperately in love with me. It's the easiest way to escape reality. I haven't fallen for anyone in a while, and the last I did, it was wrong and it ended horribly wrong. I don't want to be seen as desperate and pathetic, so I figured, it's only inside my head. I can be with anyone I like, wherever I want to be, and things will most definitely work themselves out to my liking. It is my fantasy after all.

It's a bit sad I suppose. And I guess cos I was too busy playing like I was in love inside my head I won't see the people I'm suppose to fall in love with that's right in front of me. After all, your fantasy man is better than any man. But maybe not. I was in love once, and he zapped me right out of any fantasy I might had before, cos it was better with him.

But that was a long time ago. Destiny comes to those who seek it, and fate is for those that don't, so I read. I I am Team Fate. So come Team Destiny, come find me!